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Sunday is the worst day! also the fear of Monday approaching

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  okay, calm down hear me out first. first of all this all is opiniated, so you don’t have to agree. These last few months, I had the opportunity to go to a typical office space for two weeks for a project, on typical office hours, well not so typical, it was 10 hours a day and what I noticed is man you don’t have any time left afterwards, you go in early, you come out late and the day is done, you have to do it every day for your entire life, now I get it why all my job doing bros are cranky all the time and wants to hangout at all the weird hours. So, you know Monday is fine I guess, you get used to it after 11, Tuesday is okay too, trouble starts on Wednesday, that’s when you look for Friday, more so on Thursday morning, you can see it coming, it’s not that far, you plough through the Thursday and meets Friday, the best day of the week, the hope is reborn, the good times are about come, you get to eat daal chawal on extended break hours due to Friday prayers, it’s all good, comes th
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I WROTE FOR STRAIGHT 30 DAYS, SO YOU DON'T HAVE TO

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About writing stuff, I like writing and that has been established for a long time now but there's a problem, I have like 8 half filled notebooks, the keyword here is half filled. I never actually carried it throughout. So, a few years ago in ramazan we took a decision to write something daily, turned out it was mostly bullets and thoughts scattered without a structure. So, to achieve the "structure" I decided last ramzan to write stuff daily properly for straight 30 days.  The main idea was to reflect on the day, to find stuff that could be improved and to find some clarity and to make that a habit, ramazan was the perfect time as we already have a routine, a structure, so it'll fit just right in, that's what I thought and lemme say this right at the beginning, the idea was plain stupid until it wasn't. So, I started with getting a notebook, a pocket size one so it's easy to carry around and to make it look a little less like a task, also with a small note
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THE LAST DAY also craziness and panic. E//29

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Yesterdays' RAMAZAN DAY 28     Woke up and it was a feeling, this was going to be the last day of this years' ramazan, but you know heart wanted one more at least.  You never know, so gotta step up, pray as much as we can, ask for as much as we can. You know, we humans kinda greedy, it's crazy but it is what it is. take me as an example, before the Iftar I was panicking, making duas, searching my brain, whether I asked everything, you know that kinda craziness. Turned out, it was the last day and tomorrow is the Eid. I think my Ramazan went fine Alhamdoulillah. I hope and we that all the good we did get accepted and the shortcomings forgiven. As far as this writing thing is considered, I think I'll take a break, will reflect on the whole process. See you. 
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MANY PEOPLE CAME also no one's doing anything, E//28

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Yesterdays' RAMAZAN DAY 28     You know what ? Israel still on it with Palestine and no one's doing nothing, boiling. .. We have something planned for the night, but first gotta head over to a friend's place, he has invited and I wouldn't wanna miss it you know cause it happens once in a blue moon. Played a little sequence after Iftar. Did I tell you, I always win in sequence ? Well, I do, I mean nothing to brag but I really do win every time, It is what it is, kinda makes me happy ngl, it's the smallest of things, don't judge. .. Well it's night time and the plan is to gather young students to protest against Israel and get the word out about the situation happening in Palestine. It went pretty well I'll say. Many people came, we prayed Lail a tul Qadar together, listened to some speeches, those are always an Iman booster. Made collective dua. It was heart warming. .. May Allah accept the good we do destroy the oppressors.
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GOING OLD SCHOOL also can't do nothing. E//27

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Yesterdays' RAMAZAN DAY 27     Alright, another day of the dam allergies. So, it'll be a quick one. .. Woke up late, like late late, took a shower, went to a iftar party.  It was good, ate like there's no tomorrow. Came home after isha and went straight to bed.  woke up in the middle of night you know to catch up the last few Ramzan nights.  Prayed some, read some Quran, made a lot of duas. A lot. And it was sehri time again. Literally the day went like that. .. Allergies do that, can't do nothing, day gets wasted and you just wait for it to go away. .. Just realized this entry turned out like my old school blogging where I just document what happened the whole day more like diary keeping. Switched to this, story/talking style format, guess back then there was a lot going on day to day. There ain't a lot of fun lately ngl.
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THE WORLD'S IN MUD also just a few days left. E//26

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Yesterdays' RAMAZAN DAY 26    Tbh, I'm completely lost today, can't think straight. The horrific incidents that took place yesterday in Palestine and Afghanistan are still making sounds in my head. The world is in mud, I'm telling, the humanity is dirt right now. .. Let's distract ourselves for a bit. So, what happened today ?  I had some brothers over at my place for iftar, it was good, laid back, talked some things, conversed some ideas, you know. Guess since the month's ending, everyone is catching up on the invites, I have like till the last day of month. .. It's all good though, Ramzan be like that in the end, at least for us, catching up all the leftover work. It's the hustle fruit that's the sweetest in the end. .. Nothing much happened today Just a few days left, just a few. 
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A UNITED UMMAH also peace must prevail. E//25

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Yesterdays' RAMAZAN DAY 25    Let me just say this, screw Israel man. This day was so disturbing, felt like doing nothing. Israel authorities attack Al Aqsa masjid during the prayers, how coward must you be to attack a prayer place that too when the prayers are going on. They knew that the last Friday of Ramadan means a lot to the Muslims and they did that all that deliberately on the last Friday of the month. My blood is boiling. .. Just as all of this was happening, the news came from Afghanistan about the bomb blast that killed several people mostly children. There was this picture of a father crying over his daughter's dead body, couldn't watch that picture, broke my heart in pieces. .. The ummah needs to be united or these monsters will keep their heinous atrocities going, they just can't see the peace prevail. .. Today was such a disturbing day. I'll just go and sleep it off.
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