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Yesterdays' RAMAZAN DAY 10      1st ashra is over and it's going fast, boy this ramazan is going fast.   .. Tbh this years ramazan is going okay, could be better though. I'm kinda busy with stuff maybe that's the reason, idk. .. heard the news about corona hitting hard in India. This thing is getting out of control, vaccines rolling is a good news though. May Allah keep us all safe and sane. .. we arranged a 3 days fehm e deen course for students. Today was the first day, it went just fine. Learned a few mistakes we did along the way, it could get better. 2 days are remaining and we'll try to do it better and make it more beneficial. .. You know, as you can realize, this is all over the place right now. I wasn't really in the mood of picking the pen today. Feeling a bit low today for some reason. I have so much to say but there's literally zero energy. .. I'll just rest myself for now, will go again tomorrow.

Yesterdays' RAMAZAN DAY 9      I switched pens this time, why is that relevant ? I don't know. .. The other day some one mentioned on twitter that ramazan isn't about the vibes and moods, it's about ibadah. I disagree, it's all about the vibes, vibes doesn't mean something bad. The month comes with it's traditions and rituals and vibes and moods comes with them, which tbh are missing this year as some of those were missing last year. .. There used to be road side stalls of free iftar in every corner of the street which are few to none this year, they possess a different vibe, which was missing, hence the vibes are missing. I hope I've made the point. .. I had to send a text to some one and I'm not joking it took me so long to figure out how to write what I'm supposed to write. Texting isn't for me I guess. Give me calls, no issues. Texts ? I'll pass. .. Came home to some bad news. Bomb went off in Quetta killing a few people. There was th...

Yesterdays' RAMAZAN DAY 8     This is getting now at this point, you know. .. Is it just me who thinks that the days are shorter in ramazan ? Feels like it, to me at least. .. The embarrassment of not following the ramazan resolution of exercising is real. I just can't find the perfect time or slot in a day.  I will do better inshaALLAH, at least will try to.  Don't judge just yet. .. Ramazan btw is going so fast, it's already the 8th roza. I think this feels fast for a reason that we have so much to do for the reward bonuses granted only for this month. When there's a deadline for a reward collection, you try to do your best to tick every box required to get hold of the bonus. I think this fits for the life we live on this earth too, the difference is we don't know the deadline, so we gotta stay sharp, vigilant and perform our due responsibilities and fulfill our duties in timely manner and be prepared for the deadline every time. So when the time for the resul...

Yesterdays' RAMAZAN DAY 7    Penning back to back on the same day, feels different. .. Post fajr naps if delayed destroys the whole day. A brother came to visit after fajr and we talked till 9, I was so exhausted, probably the reason I forgot to write. .. One thing I realized today that when you finds someone who speaks the same native language as you or comes from the same background as yours, the whole conversation shifts to a whole different level, feels like someone from your own family. Pretty strange what just a language could do. .. Btw, half the conversation depends upon your non verbal attributes and also not only what you're saying but how you're saying, the tone, the delivery it all weights in heavily in a conversation, and if your true emotions could reflect by your mouth, what is better than that. whatever, moving on. .. Had an opportunity to attend an Islamic session on basic Aqaid and it reminded me of how important it is to have a solid grip on the basics of...

  Yesterdays' RAMAZAN DAY 6   It happened, I missed a day, to be honest it was bound to happen.  This is actually a day later, so things might get a little mixed up, just a heads up before hand. .. The thing about living in a big city is the diversity it offers after every 30 kms, I mean, went for iftar on the other side of the city and I couldn't relate to that part of the city. Bro, for real though the energy was totally different. Pretty strange but true. .. One thing ramazan specific I love is the masjid vibes during taraweeh time. Not only if you're praying but also if you're just sitting, resting your back on some wall in an open air area of a masjid, just sitting there quietly listening to the recitation, letting it all in.  Feels so therapeutic for real. Feels like your soul is calming itself down, there are no worries, good positive vibes taking over.  It's all so beautiful until a stupid kid decides to run aimlessly in the hall and bumps into you, dest...

Yesterdays' RAMAZAN DAY 5   Yeah, it's a short one. one hell of a whatever it was day, for sure. .. First the freaking allergies, kills me. Bro, the things I'd do to get rid of them.  slept the whole day till asar, the medicine did that, I don't make rules. .. Woke up to the chaos in the country. I don't wanna say it all here because this is my solace bubble, you know. But these things really bothers me. How can a person be unmoved when so much is happening around.  For me I guess it's just the upbringing. News, politics, "activism" runs in the blood. .. Had my first iftar outside, I'm seeing it's getting started. I have to go for one tomorrow too. .. Thought football lords would be kind and will let us celebrate in peace but naah chaos entered that world too. There is no escape. .. Just dozed off bruh. I couldn't take anymore. The day felt so long and exhausting. .. I guess there is no other option than to just try to do as much of a good ...

Yesterdays' RAMAZAN DAY 4   Almost forgot to pick the pen again, wth is wrong. Never mind it's all good as long as the day's covered. .. You know, it's not so easy to live where I live, there's literally people every where, I'm not kidding there are so many people here and most of them are always out side. Getting somewhere is so hard and requires so much patience because every two steps you want to smack people but you can't because yk society. Ramzan teaches patience so we patient. How about that. .. Watermelon is such a great fruit, isn't it ? Not so fun cutting it by yourself. splashed the juice all over, but the fruit is so good, it's all worth it. .. As we move on, the days are getting better, no anxious thoughts, may be it's because we busy, who know, things looking positive is all that matters. .. Met a friend who was out in the middle of the ocean for work, he asked me to accompany him and as every adventure positive person. I wanted to ...